Loneliness

I think I've found my problem.


I have very few friends here. And the ones that I do have lives as well. Work and other friends.

Audra is still my best friend but she moved away closer to school. Jeenah moved back to Wisconsin. And the rest are in Chicago. Kevin is the only one I hang out with here really. I think Mark has been spending all his time at work. The rest live in surrounding towns that I don't get to very often.

It'd just be nice to have someone to talk to often. I think I'm desperately in need of a new best friend. Someone close. Someone that has time to waste listening to my rants. Someone that needs me to listen to their problems just as much.

I've been keeping to myself for the most part lately. I love my family, but I can't take them for very long. I seclude myself the best I can. I've been doing a lot of reading lately. I enjoy it, but I don't want to become a recluse again. I'm just happiest around people.


I'm tired of being alone.