Clarity

Apparently, I tend to confuse people with my blogging.

To clarify what I was speaking of in my last post....


I knew that I was not ready to move on without Laiah. Yes, I could survive without her. Yes, I could move on if given enough time to do so. But why do such a thing when I could be so incredibly happy with her right now? We have our issues, yes. But as angry and upset as I get at times, I am the first one to admit that this is one of the best relationships that I have ever been in. She doesn't cheat on me. I trust her. I am convinced that she cares deeply for me.

So, we argue at times. No, we don't always get along. We don't always see eye to eye. Sometimes we drive each other up the wall. But that's what we do. That's us. And it doesn't mean that we care any less for each other. We take things out on each other. No, not always fair, but we are aware of this. It can be hurtful and irritating, but we know that it is brought about by something else that is bothering us. And if we can be understanding of each other's feelings, that's all that matters.

We may be a little unconventional...okay, a lot a bit. But I'm alright with that. I love her and she loves me. And that's all that I have time to worry about right now. I have far too much else going on right now to let myself be bothered by the opinions of people that have only heard our one-sided rants.