The Future is Unclear

but I hope that it'll be fine.


I almost forgot how much I love First Aid Kit. Mmmm...


Jeeze...there is just never enough time. I suppose I won't ever be satisfied until I make it back up there. So until then, I'll just have to suck it up. But I'm not liking it one bit. I haven't felt this lonely in quite some time. At first it was nice being around family again. After last night though, I think I'm set for awhile. I'm not too happy with cutting them slack only to be disappointed again and again. It sickens me. I almost up and left. Then I realized it would only me a larger setback in my plan to get out of here.

I'm also in a bit of a rut again. I don't really have the desire to do anything. I'm fine with just living comfortably where I want to. School, career, any long term plans just have no pull on me at the moment. I'm taking classes anyway. But it's all just pretty blahhh to me right now.


I'm tired but there's only about a dozen people here. I suppose I'll just wait around until half of them leave so that I can sleep sometime tonight. I really have to remind myself to never put myself back in this situation again. It only makes me hate coming home even more. Ha. Home? This isn't home. I don't have a home.