Not Right Now

I am already sick of hearing about it. As soon as one person knows, everyone knows.

I just find it amusing that as soon as my status is changed, boys start showing up out of the wood works. Yeah, I'm sure you're all extremely sympathetic.

Well according to a former best friend, "Ever since Raven moved up to Chicago she's just turned into a huge whore." So, I shouldn't complain, right? Just people to get my mind off of it, huh? I love finding out how people really see me.


I keep going back and forth from being extremely pissed off and completely crushed. One second I'm bawling my eyes out and the next I'm making plans to get fucked up.

I'm already going insane because of my stupid hormones. I'm irritable as fuck. I feel like shit physically, mentally, and emotionally.


And yet, all I want at this moment is to see him.