Get Me Out of Here

I'm a hot mess.

I was happy to be around family again...but it's just not like it has been the past couple of visits. Before, I found myself not wanting to go back to Chicago. I liked being around familiar faces.

But at this moment, I have some of the worst anxiety I've had in quite some time. I'm antsy and can think of nothing other than getting out of here. I can't take it.

Nothing is wrong. No one is bothering me. I'm not overly bored. I'm not angry with anyone. I just want out. I can't take it.

I feel like I'm losing my mind. And why? I can't explain it which makes it all the more frustrating and scary. Yes, scary. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I have to get through another entire day after tonight, and then I'll be out.