Update

I've had some really great times as of late. It saddens me to know that I have to leave soon. I've told people that I'm going to stay for another week. But now I'm just not sure about that.

There's so much more I'd like to do. I'd love to spend more time with these people that I really care about who truly care for me in return. But I've come to realize this place isn't home anymore. Soon I have to head back to real life and responsibility.

And out of nowhere, I've begun to feel sort of homesick. Homesick for Chicago. All of the sudden, I really miss a select few. And I don't know how I feel about that.

I've done a lot of thinking since I've been here. I've really set my priorities straight. And I know what I want and what I DESERVE. I just cannot allow myself to continuously settle with merely being content. This goes for love, relationships, friendships, life in general.



I will be happy at all costs.