Girls, Girls, Girls

I spent the whole day with Audra. It was much needed. I miss that girl like none other. I need to make more of an effort to see her when I'm back in Chicago. She's only 2 hours south.

We always pick up right where we left off when we see each other. We never seem to skip a beat. It's right back to the same old topics of conversation and hang out spots. We went to Chico's today. It was incredibly weird. I haven't been in there since the last time Justin and I met up with Zakkie-D for that horror movie night shortly after I graduated.

Speaking of best friends whom I hardly ever talk to anymore, I still haven't heard from Barak since he flaked on me the last time I was here. Almost every person I ran into today asked me if I'd talked to him recently. We were best friends. I suppose it only makes sense that people would assume we'd kept in touch...but I refuse to give in this time. He tore me apart. And I'm not going to continue to sit around and pretend that we're friends. We're not. And it still hurts.

I saw Luke for a bit today. He wants to hang out since I'll be here for a month ish. I suppose I should take him up on the offer. I mean, who else do I really care to see here? Audra is going back to Bloomington tomorrow morning. Jeeze. I hateeeee this place.

Kyle Andy Temme called me out of nowhere tonight while we were all sitting around at Denny's. Before I even answered the phone, I squealed and showed the phone to Audra. It was completely unexpected and we had just been talking about him earlier during the day. He's still that same boy from way back when. Blehhhh. It's been so long. He asked me to come visit him awhile back. Audra doesn't seem to think it's a good idea. And now I can't just jump into decisions like that on my own. It'd definitely have to be discussed.


I'm exhausted, but I think I'll be up for quite some time tonight. I'm seeing Laiah tomorrow night. I really cannot wait. I'm always crazy excited to see her. I just can't wait until she'll be around all the time. It's about time we get rid of the distance. I think it'll change the relationship a ton. And hopefully for the better.