Why Did I Even Wake Up?

I hate thinking this at the end of the day. Sure, Vinnie's slobbery doggy kisses are cute, but sleeping in a bit more wouldn't have been a complete waste. Better than coming home to get ready for work only for my shift to be cancelled because of the fog. And of course, I was already on the train on my way there before getting the call.

My evening went alright enough. I walked around for awhile. It was really nice out. Saw the ex roommate. Miss her. Talked to my mother for awhile. Another lovely conversation about all the kids in Salem getting pregnant. Apparently, that's all they're bred to do down there. Zakary found himself an awesome girlie. I'm happy for him. She seems great. If he's happy, I'm happy.

And to top the night off, I was going to get to see a certain someone's face :) Only, even though it was his idea to come in the first place, he ended up...unmotivated to follow through with the trip?

Auto Response from 'Justin' (9:09:00 PM): Blizazed.
Family guy.

I've never been passed up to get high. But I suppose there's a first for everything. Dude, seriously...fuck.

So, after being super excited over work being cancelled, I know find myself irrated and wishing I were still there finishing my shift at ten. But instead, I'm getting ready to lie down, turn on some This Will Destroy You, and waste the rest of my night away wishing my life were as epic as the music.