It's Not You, It's Me

One of the most commonly used excuses. I suppose I would be hesitant to believe it as well. But, for once, it's actually the honest truth.

I've made out with 12 guys over the course of the last 6-7 months. I can count the number of guys I've had sex with on THREE hands. I've been used. I've had two one night stands. Only one by choice, in my defense. I drink if it's accessible. I smoke on occasion. Skinny dipping is one of my favorite past times. And, I fall for people like nobody's business.

Now, is that really the type of person you'd want to waste your time on? Seriously, if I'm not happy with some of my choices, I sure the hell know that there are a lot of people that would run in the other direction if they only knew.

I'm learning to be alright with me. But I'm not all for feeling like I've tainted someone that has different morals and values than myself.