More Confusion and Old Friends

It seems that every time I get over one issue, another one develops. I am sure this seems to be the case with most people. It is almost humorous.

There is really no point going into detail about my most recent downer. I am one of countless that have dealt with it in the past. And I am sure that it will come into play in the future as well.

I hate to say it, but people SUCK, for lack of a better word. They can be so dissappointing. You think you know what is going on in their heads, only to be thrown for a loop before you can even see it coming. And after this, you still have NO idea what is going on. At least, I don't.

It's ridiculous. If I knew what in the world was going on, I would have an idea of where to go from here. Do I look past it? Move on from here? Really, this is LAME. And I am sick of being kept guessing.

Despite all of my confusion, I am the happiest I have been in quite some time...minus the fact that a certain boy has become busy and doesn't have as much time to make me smile at random moments throughout the day. But what can be done about it?

I swear, life would be so much easier if I just decided to be a whore. Well, if I could look past the possibility of pregnancy by an unknown number of random guys and the chance of contracting who knows what from who knows who. Fact.

All in all, today was a GREAT day though. Central Christian with Kevin Dodson and Justin. Then, we went to Steak and Shake and ended the afternoon with the Halloween store. Goshhhhh, I hadn't hung out with Kevin in AGES. Note to self, STOP LOSING TOUCH WITH THE COOLEST PEOPLE I KNOW. That should be a give in. I should spend more time with people like Kevin. God loving, laid back, silly people. I still remember playing Gertie in Oklahoma with him. I remember thinking to myself, "YESSS!!! Kevin and not David!" Haha, David was over a foot taller than me. And, he was also the first to introduce me to Cranium. Can't beat that. He let me swim in his pool when I had the worst case of poison ivy I've ever seen. All that I'm missing now is the ENTIRE rest of the bunch that had to graduate before me. Maybe I should try being friends with more people my age. They'll stick around longer. Blehhhh.